Digital and AnalogZetal,This is my greeting because words are worthless, and there is only the emotion.I've been given a new perspective of life.It came over lessons and time.I think I'm insane.But not in a bad way.To society's belief.And it is too intangible to speak because there is no type of communication which can define what I am feeling.They all are.In fact, everyone is.Just insane in the ideas and beliefs, some more insane than othersWell, never mind.There are the occasional people who achieve enlightenment.Bwahahaha.BWAHAHAHA.You do not think you care to understand what I am speakingBut I speak in truthsI am speaking of the World and the way Reality works.It is not a competition - not anymore.It once was.People were blind.People are no longer blind.People do things with a purpose.With a sense of existence, because despite all attempts to ignore reality - and even success - Reality still is.I believe in a God.God is existence.You, the dog, anyone.Even our pixilated pro
RezRez, how I love thee.A great mixture of pleasure.You make me feel Right.A Rez-induced trance.Test your skill and enjoy it.Lights, Music, Power.Sex in games these days..Rez comes with a vibratorthose lucky females.Good combinationsVisual art, Music, Fun.Rez - RevolutionTime grows very long.I still long greatly for you.Rez, I will return.The music grows grand.Vibrations show your progress.It gets you going.Hacking the system.Looking for information.Gotta save Eden.The game gets intense.The Boss Rush! Aren't you afraid?... Why? Must continue.Trying to succeed.At times, seems impossible..Must get a perfect.Shooting enemies.The more enemies I killThe better I feel.Trapped within system.My path is filled with danger.Who the hell built THIS!?To start as a cell.To become a sentient,To reach purity.Lines everywhere.Each defining a culture,Each creating life.
there's something fatal about coughing up verse.i got written up for writing poetry on the desksat school.i don't think they liked the language i usedwhen i wrote how my heart was beatinglike headboards against the walls of people fuckingat 3 am to the sounds of joy divisionwhenever you read me paintings at dawn.they were going to send me to the counselor,but i said my therapist probably wouldn't like that,so they just let me go.but this saturday, when i'm cleaning lives off of every desk in school,i'll just be thinking how much i'd rather be sitting on your roofand laughing when we argue about rimbaudand sighing as we start to die.
ElenaElena followed me homefrom work one nightand stayed for tea and eggs,and all that minimum wageand wars between the sheetscould bring.She said she was a goddess,daughter of a carpenterwith her long red, red hairand eyes as warm as hazel nutson Christmas morning.Her hands spoke brailleacross my backand made the silenceof Sunday into a prophecy.She left one Octoberjust like she said she wouldwhen the fireflieshad turned their wings to ash.And I found revelationin red, red wineand cheap red, red fabricthat came off in my handslike summer.
renovationsmy mind looks at my bodyand says, "i don't like whatyou've done with the place."
The Owl's RiddleYou come and ask me,but you don't always understand my answers.You meet me in the night,but I'm not a bird of darkness.
Venom QuillVenom Quill 9/26/14I'll tattoo you with a poison quillall the venom I will spillSo all the misery you imbuedwill permanently stick to you.I cannot find any timewhen you did not feed me lines.So I will etch on you all thepain inside my skinuntil the message sinks right in.
WineHead on a patisserie tablewith a wine-scented napkinthat I scrawled your name all overin the hopes it might necromanceor just romance youto this place, at this time,so we could be together againand although the guitarist knowsthat I'm broken beyond blueI keep reaching for the bottlein the hopes it might recreateor just replicateyou.
short history of the universe(what it's like is anne sexton quoting van gogh about sometimes having a terrible need for religion)Genesis:A lake slams into a bus and a city is unborn.Enter an ocean of fog and then desert after desert stacked above the hills.Then you get drunk as fuck near the tumbling skyline,and this god damned room burns like prayer in your chest.Then many missing scientists reappear in your brittle beach,and your satellites in relapse all bending,and what it's like is some kind of disaster, honestly;the arms and the aerosol and the linen and the light.And the rumble forwarding the sovereign wreck sayingsurvive yourself like you've survived me;saying the game-changing theory was that everything is always moving,always,and same for the carousal shadow bleeding through the mountain in your dream,same for your silence and the sudden red rain of witnesses.And then what unconquerable continents,what strange forecast occupied via gate via wind and wave-multitudes of sick yellow branch
to the ghosts with you, my deari came not to be kissed,or to have myself cradledin the curve of a throat,but to be broken,to be diminishedby your lack of affection& over indulgence of sexualization.but i,uneducated in your intent,found myself left entirely whole& incapable of the furyi had sought to sow between theridges of my aching ribs.
the polar opposite of translucencycradled in the echoof a cloudburst,the earth curls invisible fingersabout my achilles' tendon& pulls;she cries that i am notintended for the clouds,that my mind must not wanderbetween their susurrous concavesso i,furious with her insistence,her petulance,untether myself from the soft,diaphonous comfort of the heavens& sink,down into the weight of gravity.listless green blades welcome my soles,stimulating a tickle,an itch,a sneeze; i never have done wellwith nature,but oh,she is calling for me,soft-tongued and crisp in herown shadow,& i am sorely temptedbut no,no--i am not for the soil.lungs listless,she becomes my inhale;lightheaded& translucent,my alveoli shudderbeneath her force--i am not for the air, either.mellow-skinned,i stand beneath her onslaughtuntil she tires,her molten heart beating beneath my toes;unable to woo me with her facets,she pirouettes,cloaking me in one last attempt,a final shadow.my pores bloom& i r
QuestionmarkHow do you ever begin to start by failing to recognize there was never anything there to begin with which brings to question this all-engulfing thing that we exist in.This is life.